Monday, September 18, 2006

How does this work???

This is a baby. I heard once that these result from having sex. In fact I was warned all growing up that sexual activity would result in babies.

Was that all a lie??? I'm married now. I've done all the right things and yet, no baby for us. I've heard it's easy....people make it look easy. All my pregnant friends sure didn't seem to have much problem. Two of them just decided that they should have a baby and POOF! They are pregnant. One of my other friends wasn't even trying...and POOF! due in March.

How come other people are so good at this baby making business and I'm so terrible!!!

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Clomid Round 2

So....Aunt Flow has arrived. ARGHH! No baby for us in May....maybe June will work. Clomid Round 2 starts Tuesday---except for the hot flashes it wasn't that bad the first month. Of course it didn't result in pregnancy but we'll try again!

A line from a Caedmon's Call song keeps coming back to my mind--
Given a chance and a rock,
see which one breaks a window,
and see which one keeps me up all
night and into the day....

But He knows the plans He has for me,
and He can't plan the ends and not plan the means.

I know God has perfect timing and my best in mind. I know we will have a baby when He wants us is just hard to die to myself everyday.